He is the pioneer and perfecter of your faith. He endured the scourge of the Cross just for you. Come to the Cross and lay your burdens down! I'm praying for you!
"fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart." Hebrews 12:2-3